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Introduction Text I'm almost 40 and I'm STILL battling this weight of mine. I look back at my photos and videos of myself in my 20s and 30s and I wish I had just kept at it, because now I'm a mother and it's harder now. Now I have bad knees and my body is quickly wearing down from the constant strain of all the extra weight I carry. I will probably die before "old age" if I don't get my s#@% together now. . I have a 2 1/2 year old who came as a surprise. I never thought I could get pregnant, and then to get pregnant at 36 years old and have him at 37... it was wonderful and scary at the same time. Now that I know I am fertile , I want more children. Sadly... we don't think it wise, due to both weight and age. . But... I could still have another 40 years on this planet and I want to finally LIVE. I owe it to my son and to my other half.

weightloss of course, to fit into an xl shirt, to wear a couple of skirts I have that a friend gave me, to wear tank tops and be ok with how I look, To be able to buy pretty comfortable bras! Walk up stairs without wanting to die, run again and squat to pee! lol

Tracking my calories and workouts here on sparkpeople. I have joined the local gym and will be working on building my cardio on the treadmill and doing the weights there as well.

Facebook www.facebook.com/saturnmaiden

I LOVE cats. I have 3 of them, and they are my children. I am Pagan, want dreads but to chicken to get them, lol,... love to go to festivals, swimming, dance around camp fires, spin fire and many other things.

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