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“Imagine if we obsessed about the things we love about ourselves.”

Hello there! My name is Cassandra: a girl who easily becomes so engrossed in a book that days go by; a writer who is never without 3 pens, a pencil, and five Sharpies; and someone working through 7 years of eating disorders. I'm always on that line, a tightrope, on one side: relapse, and on the other: recovery. One day I will figure out how to step off and live life.

“If all girls were taught how to love each other fiercely instead of how to complete with each other and hate their own bodies, what a different and beautiful world we would live in.”

Member Since: 4/26/2017

Fitness Minutes: 4,971

My Goals:
I have strange goals, well, not really strange, I guess. More of a strange combination. I still want to lose some weight, but I know I risk losing my sanity, so I have to be careful there and maintain where I am. And I want to learn how to eat: eat new things; eat without guilt; and go out to eat in a gosh darn restaurant. I miss restaurants. I love exercise, but I really have to dedicate my workout time to getting stronger, faster, BETTER. Better and not sicker. I have this love/hate relationship with exercise, I need to, actually I don't know what I need from exercise. But I'll know when I get there. Basically, I want a mental state that will make me STRONGER and allow me to LIVE LIFE.

My Program:
I'm a runner, so I guess that I've got that going for me. And I'm falling in love with pilates (especially Blogilates). So the exercise portion of healthy living is taken care of. I guess food wise, I need to try new things. Just keep trying.

Personal Information:
"She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful for the way she thought, for that sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loves. She was beautiful for her ability to make other people smile."

Other Information:
"And I said to my body. softly. 'I want to be your friend.' It took a long breath. And replied, 'I have been waiting my whole life for this."

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