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The picture that made me realize I need to focus and get healthy.

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Me when I'd been jogging for weeks and life was grand

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Here is what I want from life.

I want to be fit and healthy. I want to be a career novelist. I want to feel energized and motivated. I want to be confident. I want to look forward to going out and hanging out with friends.

Here is what I have.

I am sixty pounds overweight, and don't have sufficient energy to do things I enjoy, like go on long hiking trips and run. I spend all my time playing computer games that could be better spent on developing my writing. I feel tired and sad most days. Possibly because I drink too much. I'm afraid to meet friends I haven't seen in a while or go out at all because I'm convinced everyone's scornful of the fat girl. I don't even want to make friends other than the ones I already have because I'm not sure I deserve any more.

Here's what I need to do.

Eat sensibly. Exercise. Enter everything in Sparkpeople so my lying brain and stomach don't continue to fool me. Write more. Commit to sending out stuff I have written or will write. The rest will come.

Member Since: 12/28/2006

Fitness Minutes: 16,840

My Goals:
2012 New Year's Resolutions:
1. Eat better. (daily)

2. Exercise more. (daily)

3. Write more. (daily)

4. Watch less tv.

5. Stay in contact with people better.

My Program:
190- Haircut (from Groupon)

170- Can spend $100 on new clothes

155- Romantic Celebratory dinner with Jason in cool dress I've never gotten to wear out.

145- Tattoo (subject to be determined)

135- New Wardrobe

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Other Information:
Venetian Festival Marathon-

Completed the 5k run on 7/21/07, subsequently threw all that lovely progress out the window

Completed 5k walk for the Humane Society on 9/26/09. But 5k walk just doesn't have the same ring as 5k run.

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