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Putting my fur baby to sleep in the morning =-(

Monday, March 24, 2008

I tried all I could but nothing is working and my precious Twinki has stopped eating and is very weak. I can't wait or put this off any longer because I think I see hope where there is none, or give it just one more day, one more week. She's in pain now because she has no cushion for her bones and spends her time sleeping. I thank you all for all your prayers and support during these past 3 weeks, they have been very rough for me. I'm shattered by this and don't think I will be able to be on for a few days, I know you understand. She had 17 good years and I have been blessed to be accepted as "Mom" to the best feline friend in the world. I will be back I think by Wednesday. Wish me luck. I have to hold it together for her until after.
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  • LAVENDERGIRLL
    ALWAYS REMEMBER SHE NEVER REALLY LEFT. YOU WERE JUST AS SPECIAL TO HER. I READ ONCE THAT ANIMALS KNOW WHEN IT IS TIME FOR THEM TO GO....IT ISNT THAT THEY DONT WANT TO LEAVE IT IS JUST THAT THEY ARE SO WORRIED ABOUT HOW YOU ARE GOING TO FEEL WHEN THEY ARE GONE, THAT THEY WILL HOLD ON UNTIL YOU TELL THEM IT IS OKAY TO GO. THEY DONT WANT YOU TO BE SAD FOR THEM; REMEMBER THEM THE WAY THEY WERE AND BE THANKFUL FOR THE GIFT OF LOVE THEY GAVE TO YOU.
    4566 days ago
  • SUQZESPHULMI
    No words. Just ((((((Pami))))))
    4566 days ago
  • NOMI_822
    I am so very sorry to hear about Twinki. I know it is hard on you but if it saves her from all the pain then you made the right choice. I know you will miss her but you will see her again. Big Hug to you!!!
    4567 days ago
  • BETHEBUTTERFLY
    [[hugs]]

    4567 days ago
  • AKAYCAT
    :( Heart is with you.
    4567 days ago
  • LEANVIXEN
    I'm so sorry to hear that you have to put her down. It seems like it's the best thing to do though. You're saving her from more pain. I love you!
    4567 days ago
  • 46A39P
    I'm so sorry Pami :( ...
    4567 days ago
  • ZENKITTY54
    There are no words.....((((((((( you and Twink ))))))))))
    4567 days ago
  • GIS_JEN
    I'm so sorry about Twinki. I know you will miss her.
    4567 days ago
  • TRACYZABELLE
    OH I am so sorry baby! I will be thinking about you and praying for your strength. Remember that Twinki will be going to a better place, crossing the rainbow bridge where there is no pain anymore. (((((((((Pami))))))))

    Much love to you,
    TracYZ
    4567 days ago
  • no profile photo CD1248739
    Pami- I'm so sorry to hear that Twinki's earthly journey must come to an end. I know I can empathize with you; it's a very difficult decision. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Don't forget to take care of you!

    Hugs!
    Kami
    4567 days ago
  • MINEGA
    I know you will be strong for your Twinki as she moves on to her next kingdom . . . I believe animals are in heaven, too, so you'll see her again. She wouldn't want you to stay around in pain for her, and I know you feel the same way about her. 17 years, that's a long, long time . . .

    I'm so sorry you have to go thru this grief and loss . . . growing up and being mature sure "sucks" sometimes, doesn't it!!?!! I will be praying for you to have the strength you need and I know YOU know - God does NOT leave us comfortless . . .

    God bless you and may Twinki have a peaceful passing over - to the great kitty kingdom in the sky!!

    Heartfelt hugs and prayers,
    Robin
    4567 days ago
  • SONBUN
    DEar Pami, I'm so sorry to hear about your furchild. having to be put down. I know how you feel I've been there so many times with so many pets. I now have a fifteen year old TEriPoo that is the love of my life and I know I won't have her much longer, but its enough to know that she has given me me 15 years of devotion and love already and who knows, maybe a few more.
    I will pray for you to have strength through all of this.
    I read your profile and you and I have a lot in common. I was a high school drop out and I had to prove to the world...and to myself that I had a lot of potential anyway, so I worked hard to achieve my dreams and with God's help I'm making it. You have the right attitude about life and I know you will succeed in all that you do and in your quest to live a healthier life style. I have a sister that is Bipolar and is trying hard to lose weight. She's doing it slowly, but she's doing it. I'm still trying also, so we try to help each other. Pami Hang in, and believe that God can help you with ALL your problems. I hope you can feel His presence with you right now and it will be a comfort to you.
    God bless
    Bunny
    4567 days ago
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