healing herself

Sunday, May 11, 2008

During the last 7 days. I have experienced the birth of my new universe. It was a roller coaster ride.

Was maritally separated from the Royal Consort for 3 days. The Royal Rugrats were not happy with me. I wasn't happy with me.

Then a SparkFriend revealed her insight about me. If my family, or anyone for that matter, has issues with me... I have issues with me.... So now I must start to identify, explore and heal my issues.

Suddenly on the 4th day, the Universe swung open a major door for reconcillation... and now I am working on myself and repairing relationships with my family.

It seems that most of my experience with SparkPeople has been to heal my inner self before I could really focus upon the 'container'.

And the first issue is my self-confidence... so I must seriously focus on how to build confidence and peace of mind.

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  • no profile photo CD3084256
    Very nicely put! As I am sure (and have experienced) there will be many more doors that will open to you on this adventure through the Universe - yup, SparkPeople has certainly opened one huge door for me as well - and it aint only about losing the weight!

    Wow - how exciting all those doors we can open!

    4337 days ago
  • LAWMOM623
    Princess TTM,

    Welcome to your new universe, and thank you for allowing me to glimpse a part of it. I'm known as the Empress in my own household...

    You and I have some things in common - I think we both run around with little "please like me" signs taped to our foreheads? I've decided that a tiara looks much nicer on my own royal brow, and I hope that you will join me in removing my "please like me" sign.

    Congratulations on negotiating a treaty with the royal consort . Perhaps we can help each other to build the self-confidence that we royals should exude?


    4337 days ago
    So true! I can starve myself thin any time. This time it's different. The reasons and beliefs behind my weight gain have come to the front and I am dealing with them. Only as I begin to heal myself, forgive myself and others and love myself, does the weight start to go. There's been alot of soul searching on my part, and I have a supportive partner who listens. It makes a world of difference.
    4338 days ago
    The weight is the obvious outward representation of such an inner struggle for SO MANY OF US! I have been so grateful for having been in therapy, both individual and group for the past few years. The first year set the stage for me to be ready to lose and it's been a wonderful journey of self-discovery ever since!

    4338 days ago
    Hi PrincessTTM, Once again, I can identify with your blog. I signed onto SP to work on my weight and cholestrol issues but that has taken a back seat because I recognize that when my inner issues are dealt with the rest will likely work out as well. I have spent most of my time reading and responding to blogs and with that activity, I feel much better I believe I am growing. My self confidence has been an issue for a long time and will take some time to build up. Have a Happy Mothers Day... emoticon
    4339 days ago
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