trying, triggers, terri-fic

Friday, September 19, 2008

tryng: well, I am trying to do way too much, I am trying to BE too many things to too many people, an d most of all I am trying to be happy... it ain't working

triggers: lack of positive feedback in the workplace; lack of sleep---been awake for 48 hours; an d increased quanity and intensity of panic attacks... and I may trigger a clinical depressive episode

terri-fic: my hope, my dream for tonight, today, tomorrow and next week.... and truthfully, it is not enough for me to believe I can make a difference in my family, circles of friends and my work... I NEED to know this... and I am not patient.... emoticon

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  • KAT7457
    hang in there princess things will get better. kat7457 9-28-08
    4204 days ago
    I sure hope you're feeling better by now (Sunday). I'm sending out vibes of rest and strength to you. emoticon
    4204 days ago
    You are all of the wonderful things possible to all of us. You need to kick back, take a break and let others come to your aide...... You are the mostest and bestest.......

    Rest, Sleep, Sweet Dreams...... My fair Princess.... emoticon & emoticon & emoticon & emoticon & emoticon & emoticon & emoticon
    4205 days ago
    Time for a TIME OUT!

    Take care of you.

    Trust that all things will work out - without you becoming tattered and torn.

    4210 days ago
    Slow down and take care of yourself. Try not to take on too much. You DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!! Please never think that you are not valued and loved. My mother committed suicide when I was 18. I was in the house with her when she shot herself. My hair fell out, I take medication for Panic Disorder-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, but I keep on by the grace of God. I am 46 now and when I look into the eyes of my children and grandchildren, I feel valued and needed. I don't know if this has helped at all, but I want you to know that you are a special person and loved by many.
    4211 days ago
  • no profile photo CD3343212
    Sorry, try this instead- Lord, grant me the Wisdom to Change the Things I can, And to Ability & Acceptance to leave the rest to You! We try too hard sometimes. And you end up burning yourself up & a lot of Bridges if your not careful.
    The only things YOU can change are your own mind, the rest will follow. Try to just BE an example, not a bull dozer. emoticon
    4213 days ago
    your royalness you are trying too hard and although this site is wonderful it is all-consuming and maybe you ought to step back for a few days and do other things as sometimes all the woes of the world will just descend and overwhelm you and that happens i would miss you not being at my beck and call but you need to take some time for yourself also do you still have company??? just take a big breath my princess and know you will be ok i can imagine this job is not quite as rewarding as with the "elders of the earth" that you have been's hard (it was for me) to leave the tribes and deal with others and it took me a long time to relearn to cope without all that wisdom flowing around me..know i love you and i will be with you in spirit and will still write here retreat to your blog for a few weeks and take a rest terri hugs mary your lady-in-waiting emoticon
    4213 days ago
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