Where am i ?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Well long time no chat to most of you. Let me now tell everyone i am officially down 107 lbs from original weight. It has not been easy in my world of chaios. but let me run down last year for you. i was doing wonderful in start of the year lost the first 50 lbs by april as most of you remember. then hell broke loose when i allowed my daughter to go visit her father prior to divorce.(dumb mistake) and now he wont return her home and has her convinced that i am satan incarnate.... sad thing is she believes everything her father says. so yes alil stress there. however i still plug along at loseing the weight and getting on with my dreams goals and hopes if not for my daughter than for me.
as of Oct. this past year i started dating a nice gentleman ... alil older than myself and has taught me that there is true love out there if we are willing to actually wait for it. so i am finding out that i was in a marriage of (convience or comfort) your choice what you want to call it. and did not realize that i wasnt in love. we both enjoyed the comfort. so now he is with his Dennys waitress in Fla. and may they be blessed with all the blessing and comfort they have given to others and may kharma bite em in the ass. and i do pray for my daughter to open her eyes to his venomous lies. and as for me.... i think i am doing pretty damn good i am loseing the weight still, found true love, my new career is in full swing and i am still working on that degree. so i am doing wonderful guys and miss everyone of you!