I have finally figured it out.
Monday, February 23, 2009
I have finally figured out why I haven't lost any of this weight. At first I thought I was making excuses which I was. Then I thought my life was to complicated and busy but if there is something I want to do it. Then I finally figured it out. It is HARD!!!! My mind is not set on losing it at all. I am comfortable were I am. Now that is scary. What has happened to me to make me get so comfortable in my own skin. Don't get me wrong, being comfortable is your own skin is great but not when your family has a history of health issues like mine. I have got to learn to love myself no matter how I look but to realize that the only person that can take care of myself is me. What I am scared of..that I might succeed. That is exactly what I going to do. I have never backed down from a challenge and I am not going to start now. Today my mind is focused and clear. I will make a positive difference in my life and the lives of others. People will see the difference in me.