Friday, April 03, 2009
The mirror is not biased. As much as I don't like to look in the mirror, I have to everyday. Sometimes, I am not bothered by what I see. Sometimes, I am. Today, I see a 40 year old woman who feels like 29, because I liked being 29 (once upon a time). Sometimes I see an old woman.
It has become difficult to look in the mirror, seeing myself overweight, more gray hairs, more wrinkles. I like who I am on the inside, but outside I am not so well pleased.
What I need to start doing, is using my internal mirror and let it radiate to my outer shell. That definitely is easier said than done. As I make this journey, inside and out, may the inside meet the outside and I look as good as I feel.