5 days and counting...
Monday, June 15, 2009
In 5 days I'm going to be 4-0!!! I'm trying to think positive because it's coming whether I want it to or not!! LOL!!
I think I'm a little depressed b/c I kinda thought it'd be a big huge deal - you know a party with all my friends and family... but - it's going to be just me and probably going out to dinner with a friend of mine. Nothing fun and crazy like I had in my head... don't get me wrong, it'll be fun, I have the best friends in the world. Just so few live where I do, so it's not a big blow out - and the kicker is my hubs isn't going to be able to come home for it, but I'll be seeing him weekend of July 4th so, I knew he wouldn't make it. I'm just disappointed that isn't not going to be a big deal... I guess I can always look forward to the big 4-5!! Does that make me selfish?! Probably.... :o(
BUT - on the positive side - this will be the first year on my birthday that I am thin and fit! That's an awesome thought - so, it's not as sad/scary as I'm making it out to be - RIGHT?!?!
Have a wonderful Week!