Tuesday, June 23, 2009
NOT!!!!!!!!! Just down right FAT... OMG today was the ultimate of humiliation for me. Someone asked me how far along I was, I knew I was wayyyy out of control, but didn't realize how obvious it was to others. With softball I have been so busy, eating out several times a week, chips at the games and whatever I could find at the consession stands. Living off coffee in the morning and diet coke the rest of the day. I don't sleep well and I feel like sh!t. The sad thing is, I've been avoiding logging into Spark People, I almost think its sort of a way of "hiding" from the truth, not having to face y'all. You know, I've always been able to get back on track fairly easy, I'd do well for a few weeks then fall off the wagon for a few days, then back on again. But this time, I'm sure its the stress that I'm under, or even perhaps that is an excuse, but for the life of me, I am finding it more difficult this time than any other time, to get back on track and in the swing of things.....