Tuesday, June 23, 2009

NOT!!!!!!!!! Just down right FAT... OMG today was the ultimate of humiliation for me. Someone asked me how far along I was, I knew I was wayyyy out of control, but didn't realize how obvious it was to others. With softball I have been so busy, eating out several times a week, chips at the games and whatever I could find at the consession stands. Living off coffee in the morning and diet coke the rest of the day. I don't sleep well and I feel like sh!t. The sad thing is, I've been avoiding logging into Spark People, I almost think its sort of a way of "hiding" from the truth, not having to face y'all. You know, I've always been able to get back on track fairly easy, I'd do well for a few weeks then fall off the wagon for a few days, then back on again. But this time, I'm sure its the stress that I'm under, or even perhaps that is an excuse, but for the life of me, I am finding it more difficult this time than any other time, to get back on track and in the swing of things.....

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    We are in the baseball games too. Have 4 grandchildren that play, 3 in baseball and one in girls softball. So I know how that can be hectic. You can do this. We try to eat before we go, not always possible. One set of games is done and now we have the all stars and tournaments.
    Sometimes I take a baggy of strawberries or grapes. Good luck with the games and eating.
    Son't ever be afraid of coming into spark. We have all been there. I have started over many times. It takes courage to face up to yourself. The important thing is never give up. Pam
    4372 days ago

    Comment edited on: 6/24/2009 9:45:58 AM
    Good to see you. Hugs. I know what you mean about hiding from "spark". I think coming here helps even if you are having bad days. Please try and take care of "you".

    4372 days ago
  • KIMBA39

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    Time to do emoticon and recommit yourself. You CAN do this!!!
    4372 days ago
    You are back and that's the first step to realizing you can't do this alone. I know I couldn't. I need lots of help and support. You can get back on track! emoticon
    4372 days ago
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