I did it, I'm back on the wagon. Thank you EVERYONE that was there to encourage me and push me right along. It's through all your support that helped remind me of what I was here to do. I am HERE and I am DETERMINED. I can't thank you ALL enough, I really thought it was over this time when I was accepting that I'd just rather be fat than continue to struggle with all this battling of the bulge and no regards to how crappy I was feeling. So THANKS!!!