okay so back AGAIN lol
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
I Official gained almost 25lbs from my smallest weight of 137. Of course, I was only there for about a minute and went back to about 140-145. My CW is near 160. I am not happy with it, but I am trying to think positively. The plus side is, although I haven't lost much--a few ounces up and down-- I haven't gained anymore. For the past 3 weeks I've been pretty consistent with the gym and eating OKAY, other than the weekends. I know I can do this.
I played in a soccer game last night for the first time ever. It kicked my arse and everything hurts today. YET it feels good as well. Even though I felt like crap this morning, I didn't make excuses for not getting to the gym. Instead, I got my behind out of bed and did 35 min of cardio. I am proud of myself for that. I know pride isn't a virtue, but a month ago I would have thought the heck with it, I got more than enough exercise in yesterday. Now I realize that was YESTERDAY not today!
My mood is better as well. Perhaps thats all I need. :)