Friday, July 10, 2009
Did you ever become so terrified that you are numb! Well I did and let me tell you I don't think the numbness will go away until frank is out of danger!
My experience of seeing someone so special to me on a ventalator is what is making me numb!As He lays there so heavily sedated you wonder whats going on in his mind.I know he loves me but until you see your love one like that you don't realize what you have until you almost loose them!I know what we have we have 16 beatiful years together3rd time is a charm!With all our problems health wise and financial i think i forgot to think on how hard it would be without him on my side everyday.To many of the important things are forgotten and I think we need to stay a jist of all of this.This experience has taught me alot and so i think now only about getting him well and getting him back to me is dogs honey and patches and his iguana little foot.I do not smile much these days and or laugh but the Pastoral team at the hospital made me laugh a little and cry a little they are always there for me checking all day on frank and to see if i am ok and if i need anything.
So as i write this all to my spark family and friends i want you all to know i am trying to keep my chin up! I know that you are all there for me and I will keep you all in my prayers for all the support you have given us and all of your prayers!Thank you one and all and i will update everyone just as soon as i can ok?I love each and every one of my team and each and every friend i have made here at spark so to you all again thanks and have a blessed day i know you are all with me in spirit.Your Pal Tweety!
Hi to one and all thank you all for your commnets your frinedship your hearts and prayers all of your prayers have worked you all must have pixie dust ya know? Frank is now off of the ventalator and all tests are negative the foot infection , the anitibiotic making him sick to his stomach, the diabetes not eating, not drinking, much for the last week and he told me he did not take his meds because of being sick to his stomach so he through his body into what they call septic shock . He is now breathing on his own and resting comofrtably so thank all of you without him i would have been done fore but all your prayers brought him back and for that my family ,my spark friends i love you all and will be back with you just as soon as frank heels please bare with me you all mean the world to me and i hope all know that. So see ya soon missing you all so very much stay sweet and cool and I'll be back before ya know it. Thanks agian all of you your pal tweet!