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Thursday, July 23, 2009
Well yesterday was miserable for me. My period is awful to say the least and yesterday I am so thanful I didnt have to work because I would never have made it. And I am still feeling sick. Today was only a little better. I did have to go in to work today but it was a fairly easy day. We only had 5 kids in camp today. And all of them were happy and listened well. That always helps lol.
I weighed in and I was at 274. I am starting to believe my body likes 274. Fortunately, I DO NOT like 274 and so it will be changed. I forced myself to do a mile WATP dvd today. I struggled through it and followed it up with an hour and a half nap. It was my second nap of the afternoon. Luckily Erica was very involved with the art project I set up for her and the baby was sleepy both times. So the first nap was only like 20 minutes or so but the second nap was a good one. I hate feeling this yucky. I was having a hard time with knee lifts. As a matter of fact, at one point the kicks were too much so I just kept walking lol. It was a sad story. I just couldnt do it full force. I felt too weak. At least I did it. I was so scared that if I missed 2 days then I would not start up again with walking. It is actually that important to me now. So instead of taking the chance I just pushed. I am glad I pushed too.
Ok, I am so sleepy. I am heading to bed. Athen put Avery down to sleep about 11 which is late for him but I had a late meeting at school so it was out of my hands tonight. Anyway, the good thing is that I can probably get a few solid hours of sleep in before he wakes up. So, bed it is. Goodnight my friends.