I hate myself!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
It's 1 am and I'm wide awake. I've got so many things on my mind and I've got to get up at 6am for work. So what's bothering me...... Weight, Work, Family, Home, Hubby, Son, etc, etc.
I'm still working out in the gym but I'm really getting tired of it. I know that it's important to be there so I go thru the motions. Maybe because it's the summer. I'm tired, work is so busy at present and I'm really tired when I come home that I just want to crash. I have not had a vacation since June and a few extra days off would be nice. I'm back on Medifast though and doing my best to get this weight off by Sept 9th my 55th birthday. I've put on 10 lbs and it's gotta come off. I'm so mad at myself. Help!