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Tuesday, September 01, 2009

As a former personal trainer, I was mortified when I could NOT lose the weight after having our daughter over six years ago. Dozens of failed attempts left me feeling hopeless...like I would never get my old self back. I felt awful...like a big failure...like I was letting myself down and I couldn't stick to anything. I used to help people lose weight and I couldn't even do it for myself!

A lot of the times I didn't go anywhere or do anything because I was depressed and felt ashamed of how I looked. I was afraid of going out and running into someone I knew from back when I worked at Gold's Gym. There are hardly any pictures of me during those 7 years because I would hide from the camera. I missed out on so much during that time! Sad :(

Thankfully, I decided to give losing the weight one last try...I am so glad that I did! I lost 50 lbs in 5 months with a very effective program (www.yourhealthcoaches.com). I have been maintaining successfully and I am working on incorporating more healthy habits into my life. I joined the SparkPeople community to stay motivated and help others in any way that I can.

I feel like I am really living life now and I am helping others get their lives back too! I really enjoy helping other people make the same changes that I did...and I am loving every minute of it!
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  • SMUDDIE
    So you did MediFast?
    2996 days ago
  • CH33RDANC3R
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    you inspire me to finally make an ultimatum to really get to my goal weight before Christmas this year it will happen!

    Thank you!
    3863 days ago
  • DXTREME45
    WOW! You are such an inspiring person. I started 3 months ago and am no where near where I should probably be. But that is going to change. I CAN see the change. I just need to be more patient. Thank you again.
    3873 days ago
  • BETHANY6
    so nice when "one day" is today. love it hard!
    3876 days ago
  • TUBBYSHUKER370
    Sweet! Way to get it back. Just seeing your picture helps people I am sure.
    3887 days ago
  • KACYBEE15
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    3887 days ago
  • RLEWIS14
    Very inspirational.
    3888 days ago
  • HUNGRYGERALDINE
    great work!
    thanks for the inspiration!!
    3889 days ago
  • NICENAST
    YOU LOOK GREAT. THIS POST HAS REALLY ENCOURAGED ME. I WANT TO LOSE 35 BY JANUARY. I'M GOING TO CHECK OUT THE WEBSITE YOU REFERENCED AND STAY FOCUSED AND MOTIVATED. CONGRAT & GOOD LUCK!!! emoticon emoticon
    3889 days ago
  • CANDYBENOIT
    I casn totally relate. I have lost the same 30 lbs for the last 5 yars I am so tired of hiding from the cameras and struggling to lose and then giving up cause I can't seem to break a number. I have been trying to lose these last 20 lbs now for almost a year, I have lost 14lbs this past year and can't seem to get my motivation or drive back to lose the last 20 lbs needed. I am in such dire need of help and motivation to get off these plateaus and get my body moving. I seem to either go crazy for excercise but when I am working out 5 - 8 hours a week and not lose a lb I give up or I don't do anything and just beat myself up. I need help and have joined spark people hoping to find the motivations. Its nice to know other people are going through the same thing. So thanks for the information.

    3889 days ago
  • JAMERZ88
    Congratulations!
    3889 days ago
  • no profile photo STEVENTS
    Congrats.
    3889 days ago
  • BITSY0516
    I've been overweight since having my son... going on 25 years ago! So I can totally relate to hiding from cameras and being ashamed of meeting people I knew when I was younger. But I have started working out, watching what I eat and made some other changes in my life for the better. Now I love running into people and am hoping to get into some type of work where I can help and motivate people. :-) Congrats on your weight loss and I hope you have continued success.
    3890 days ago
  • DREMARGRL
    Sometimes it's tough facing up to the fact that you have not done your best. But, you rectified the situation and are back on track. Congrats! Keep up the good work. It IS a lifelong battle. So far, you are winning! XO MaryAnn
    3890 days ago
  • VIRGOGURL4
    you look great!!! i can definitely relate to hiding the camera...but i guess those camera-hiding days are over for you!

    and don't forget to say cheese LoL
    3890 days ago

    Comment edited on: 10/6/2009 1:20:30 PM
  • MELTEAGUE
    Congrats! wish I could find the solution to my weight gain , and maintain as you have ! well done!
    you are looking great and the best part is the self confidence you have gained!
    you have worked hard! well done!

    3890 days ago
  • TYEASLEY
    I'm so proud of you. You look good and you're doing good with your success. May your kindness return to 10 fold all the days of your life.

    You remind me of one of my favorite quotes: Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting somn kind of battle. ~Plato

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    3897 days ago
  • NICOLASZ
    congratulations!!!!
    3897 days ago
  • NICOLASZ
    congratulations!!!!
    3897 days ago
  • ALASKAWAKEUP
    Thanks for sharing. This is what I have to look forward to emoticon

    Alaska
    3904 days ago
  • TWILIGHT_FAN_87
    I can really relate to this. When my clothes became too tight I felt so horrible and I couldn't stand to look at myself in the mirror. That was when I decided I needed a change. I have a long way to go before I will reach my goal but so far I am doing alright. I have been using the food tracker and have been staying within my calorie intake.
    3911 days ago
  • MISSIEH1
    Great Job. Your page is very motivating.
    3919 days ago
  • NSIMON116
    Great Job!!!!!!!!!!!!
    3920 days ago
  • REGGIE2009
    Hi Jen,
    Thank you for wanting to motivate others and share your success. I visited your spark page. You look great! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3921 days ago
  • SONYARODRI29
    You've done an amazing job and you look amazing too! Congrats!
    3921 days ago
  • STACYR31
    I can really relate to what you're saying. I had my daugher 3 years ago and I can't seem to get the last 40 lbs. off. I joined SP in June and I'm hoping that I can really get this weight off. You are looking wonderful!
    3921 days ago
  • no profile photo CD4091275
    I can soooooooo relate! I too live in PDX and I teach Turbo Kick at 24 Hour Fitness. Yet I'm the fattest instructor there, I swear! I lost 65 lbs once but gained 40 back when I went through a stressful period (bought my first house, I now live in Montavilla!) Your story is motivating to me. Thanks for sharing it!

    Laura
    3921 days ago
  • DACIUS
    I completely understand your concerns about going out. In college I played football and had an awesome body. I floated around the 3 to 5% body fat most of the time (depending on how much beer I had been drinking...LOL)

    Anyways, when college was over, I went from 4 to 6 hours in the gym a day to ZERO hours in the gym. But of course I kept eating like I still hit the gym every day. So 110 pounds later I settled into a comfort zone. 6 months ago I ran into an old college buddy. He greeted me with a "Damn man you got FAT!!!".

    Not the best welcome I have ever had. But it started me thinking.

    Now I am like you. I have lost some weight so far, but I have a new look on life and I am going to get back to my college weight.

    Awesome blog!!!
    3923 days ago
  • NIGHTSTAR777
    Hi Jen,
    I do not use any system like that, I eat only real food. But you are doing great. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3924 days ago
  • BIG_SCOTS_LASS
    Hi Jen,

    I had a look at the website you mentioned and it looks like a meal replacement programme - is that correct? Well done for managing to stick to it for so long and losing all your extra weight - you look fab. I know I couldn't do without eating real food for that length of time. But you did what you had to, so well done.

    Here's to a successful maintenance.

    Charlie x
    3924 days ago
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