Mess Up big time
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
So, Monday night I figured I would go out for a drink with a few of my friends that invited me. Not a huge deal, I would just have a couple vodka tonics. Well, the last thing that I remember was being well through vodka and tonic number 2 and having taken a few shots that my guy friends bought. From there I went over to my friend Dennis's house and we went swimming and hottubbing which felt nice on my sore muscles. I ended up not going to work yesterday. I am really really disappointed in myself. I can never just go have a couple drinks and not end up forgetting most of the evening and oversleeping for work. I didn't even call me work! I am in an amazing job that pays me twice what most of my friends get paid, and I am just not showing up or calling. My boss wants a doctor note since I told him I went to see a doctor, but I don't have one to present to him.. I know things are going to work out with him, as he is a really good boss and really understanding, I just hate embarrassing myself like this. Disappointed again. I feel pretty depressed today, and am just waiting for my 3 day weekend to relax and get all of the stress off of my mind. Hoping the rest of the week will be ok..