Sunday, October 18, 2009
We had 4 inches of rain the other day and then this weekend we suffered through 2 really cold days. Freezing. I had to cover my potted plants and I have tons of them. It is supposed to warm up.
I felt horrible this morning. So tired and shaky and sick. I am having so much trouble eating. I missed a meal as I was too sick and went to bed - crap - and I'm sure my blood sugar was tanking. I'm trying but it isn't easy.
I am not getting enough sleep either. I'm trying to work on that as well.
Later I got to take a long hike with hubby and it helped me feel human. I really need to get my exercise in as it helps my stress. I NEED this to stay sane.
Dad transfers to the other hospital tomorrow. I hope he does better at this one. Maybe it will be an improvement. Maybe they can help him. Maybe they will see that letting his daughter be in his life is in his best interests. I can only hope.
Wheeler is going back to the doctor tomorrow. Say a prayer for us. It's a long drive. I'm tired. It would be nice to have some good news. Unlike Dad who has given up, Wheeler fights hard to live. She is a sweetie. She is resting quietly on my lap right now. I'm enjoying every moment I have left with her.
I feel like breaking down and crying a lot. But I know it won't help me or my family. One of the reasons I am able to function as well as I do is because of your emotional support. Thank you for caring.