When I began this reading, I had just been notified of the passing of one of our PBC Spiritual Support Group members. I was sad, scared of this disease, unsure of my 'personal powers' I have been so diligently working on. I have been giving into the 'trickster' fear I deeply have of death..of why am I here..of what happens when I'm not here?
So, when I pulled the following four cards, I said, 'yeah, right.' And of course they were one of the ones I had not done initial reads on. When I began the interpretation, it all came together for me...
"How can I use my power and still be liked?"
Card 1: Ancestors (see under fearless thread) Know that you have a purpose, a memory passed down to you throughout the ages. Let go of your fear of endings for they are shadows of the golden light that leads us. Learn from those who have gone before and know that they are still a part of you, as you have become part of those you have touched in this life.
Card 2: Butterfly Magic (see letting go thread) I am one who is vibrant and light. I joyfully fly from task to task with no worry about deadlines. I am one who is free. I am one who shares my rainbow magic with all of those I touch. I am one who has a brief, but magical life.
“The butterfly counts not months but moments, and has time enough.”
Card 3: Pamper Yourself (see under pause thread)
I am one who pauses to let the healing light grow. I am one who embraces the angelic presence within me that leads me to peace and love. I am one who loves and is loved. I am one who allows others to help me heal my mind, body and soul.
Card 4: Think Green (see Image thread)
The tools of man will eventually come to an end while Earth Mother recovers her own. Be a good steward of the gifts She has given us. Embrace the green of Life Renewed.
I am one who opens up to the world that surrounds me. I am one who drinks from the cool, clear waters of an earth made whole.
Thank you for allowing me to be a part of this process. The fears of endings and void are illuminated by the promise of Love and Renewal...with honesty, integrity and persistence,I become one with my destiny. I am grateful for the journey and the sparkling angels I find along the way. I accept, gratefully, the help from you all. Be Blessed.
Creator-from my medicine wheel meditation cards
"... all things share the same breath - the beast, the tree, the man. . . the air shares its spirit with all the life it supports." -Chief Seattle