Sunday, November 29, 2009
I am soooo discouraged. I have been away from SP for a year. I have had so much happen in the past year and it is not all good. I was living in Illinois away from my family. I worked and tried to change jobs and couldn't do it. In July, I moved back home. I ended up working as a manager at McDonalds. In 2006, I had lost 50 pounds, weighing 153. I had to lose this weight because of blood clots in my leg and other medical problems.
After my dad died and having problems with my marriage, I have gradually gained up to 183 pounds. Now I am having problems with my leg again.
I need to start all over again, but it is not going to be easy, having low spirit and working at McDonalds. I get a free meal, but salads are not included in it. I have to eat sandwiches.
Any advice and suggestions. I just feel sooooo low.