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Harder Than I remember!

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

I have renewed my desire to get fit and lose weight. I have been portioning again, I am monitoring the body bugg and calories burned. But logging in and talking on the boards has been tough. I don't know if it is just embarrassment that I didn't keep on track and admitting I gained all my weight back, or if it is the actual commitment of keeping on track. emoticon I know for a fact that logging in and talking on the boards,tracking your foods and reading the articles work. I lost 20 pounds the first time. But when mom was sick and passed away I let go of everything. I am determined again,but admitting that I actually failed is hard for me. Just have to keep up the strength and determination to get past this embarrassment. I can't let Pride Win over my goals!!! See you on the Posts! Linda emoticon
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    Glad you are back where we can support and help you! Feeling embarassed is a normal feeling but being able to overcome that and kickstart your journey again is fantastic! It's a long and hard road, and it is expected that things will come up and interfere with your plans but getting back on the track is the part that will help, and you've done that!! Welcome back!!

    4027 days ago
    Having the courage to come back and do it all over again is HUGE! I'm glad that you made that commitment to yourself, and you're right--it IS tough to do. But it does work, so stay with it!
    4028 days ago
  • DAWNO64
    Don't be embarrassed; you have NOT failed!! This isn't a sprint, it's a lifelong journey, and the path isn't straight. There's a bunch of twists and turns, and hills and dips. It's YOUR journey and can't be compared to everyone else's. You had some very hard times where you had to focus on other things. Doesn't add up to failure. In fact, you are a SUCCESS because when you realized you needed to get healthy, you came right back here to the people who understand and support you.

    4028 days ago
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