Thursday, February 04, 2010
Thought I would spread the good news!!! I have gained almost 5lbs since starting my "so-called" diet... Trust me, this is not easy to write, but this is part of really being honest with myself. I guess I thought by reading and wishing the pounds away on the Spark site, the weight would magically fall off. Guess my stash of cookies hidden in my desk drawer should have been my first red-flag that I was in utter fantasy and denial. Guess my goal is to reach 300lbs by Valentines day. I dont deserve encouragement... I deserve a dose of reality, since I seem to have lost touch with mine. I will weigh again next week, and will have to work just to lose the weight I should have never gained. This is truly a cycle of insanity.