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Thursday, February 04, 2010

Thought I would spread the good news!!! I have gained almost 5lbs since starting my "so-called" diet... Trust me, this is not easy to write, but this is part of really being honest with myself. I guess I thought by reading and wishing the pounds away on the Spark site, the weight would magically fall off. Guess my stash of cookies hidden in my desk drawer should have been my first red-flag that I was in utter fantasy and denial. Guess my goal is to reach 300lbs by Valentines day. I dont deserve encouragement... I deserve a dose of reality, since I seem to have lost touch with mine. I will weigh again next week, and will have to work just to lose the weight I should have never gained. This is truly a cycle of insanity.
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  • PAISHAR2
    Sometimes we can beat ourself up real bad. But know we are all here for you. Not just when you are doing good. We are here for you when you are having a bad day and not to beat up on you. Some of us are not true to ourself and to others. So I pat you on the back and say good job for being honest and start over again and work on doing better.

    On my page my weight have not change because I am not going down but sometimes it go up and down so I have not changed it. I am not happy with it so Iam working on changing it. Look up and ask God to Guide you!!!!! Hang in there my Friend!!!!

    sharon
    3626 days ago
  • TEENY_BIKINI
    I appreciate that kind of honesty. It takes courage, but getting what you want will take hard work and real commitment. YOu can do this. It will work for you if you let it.

    Come on girl - fight for your goal. Fight for your dream. Fight for your life. Just fight. You are worth it.
    3634 days ago
  • 111LIFETIME
    Lol... Glad to see this!
    3634 days ago
  • TEACHERCHICK82
    I can completely relate. Before joining SparkPeople I ordered Girl Scout cookies. Just waiting for those to come in so that I can totally blow my diet. It's hard to eat just one. I'm hoping that I can hide them in the freezer and eat them for a treat on occasion.
    3635 days ago
  • MOMMALICIOUS5
    i can relate,dang those cookies,i bought some last night and i regret it cuz i caint stay out of them, i think its ok cuz i only eat three,but before i know it im back in them. thats my weakness got to find a way around it. good luck ill let you know if i find a cure for being cookie monster.lol thanks for yor post im not alone..
    3635 days ago
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