Monday, February 15, 2010
The past few days have been crazy. On saturday was hassled and startled by spouse and dumped hot tea on my laptop. Thank God my friend was coming up with Anthony Sunday and was able to save my computer.
My visit with Anthony is tiring but is wonderful just the same. My diet is suffering greatly but my heart and soul is full. We just went to see the Tooth Fairy. It was funny with a great meaning, BELIEVE. I have to believe that my life will get better. My surgery will go well and my health will improve.Anthony would like to move in with me. He is having such troubles at home he told them he was going to call social services so they would take him away.I am extremely worried about him. He is so unhappy and they just started him on A D D medication.He is happier here on the ranch with me. My friends adopted there daughters first son which she had at 15 barely.Seven years later she had Anthony and they legally adopted him. Both fathers are in and out of jail. I was against the adoption but kept silent. I feel guilty for that now. There daughter moved back in and has had her third child out of wed-lock a girl.She is finally stepping up as a mon, but Anthony knows she wasn't there for him.Between her friends, jail and drugs she wasn't in his life much.There house is over crowded and he is being pushed aside, tempers are short and he gets hit when things over flow.I want to save him but don't now how.He has lost his room to the fact his mother and new sister are always in there.He feels no one listens or loves him. I am so glad he is here. I cherish and love him.He needs the cuddling and quality time I can give him.I've asked that he be allowed to move in with me, but grandma is not going to give up the power and control she has over him or any family member.They live in a small three bedroom house. They are talking about moving into a larger place. I am so worried. I won't be able to travel to see him, He will get a room of his own which could be a positive.
Plan on taking him to a small local zoo tomorrow. Hate to have to return him on Wednesday.He needs so much more than he can get now.Grandma tries hard but her M S interfers and she is a drama queen.Chaos rules the house.His grandpa is my best friend and suffers from back injuries and need surgeries on upper and the lower area. All the family members have some sort of health issue. Anthony has inceputus diabetes. It doesn't have anything to do with blood sugar levels. It causes urinaton problems and sever drinking of fluids which makes him a difficult eater.His nutrition sucks.
I am am Extremely worried grandma Not blood related only by the heart and my love for him.Friends please pray for him,he is so at risk of going the wrong direction in life.