Very frustrated and trying hard to not freak out here - on the verge of.. something..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
It is freaking incredible. I am doing everything I'm supposed to do. I track EVERYTHING I eat even if its not the right foods, even if it pushes me over my daily intake. I exercise like a fiend at least 5 days a week, sometimes 6 and this freaking scale bounces around so much makes me want to give up.
I have not lost a single pound more since my lowest weigh in two weeks ago. That makes absolutely NO SENSE AT ALL. How is this possible?
Okay, so I have to admit I see that my clothes are a LITTLE bit looser. But I did lose 13 lbs within the first two weeks. And then I'm merrily beebopping along and SCREEEECCCCHHH. I hit the proverbial wall. Two pound weight gain here, then I lose half a pound of that, then a pound, then a pound a half, then I gain half a pound. I mean give me a break!!! A little itty bitty one would so good for my morale.
This morning I woke up and could barely move my rings around my finger..I didn't even get on the scale. I knew I'd be on the verge of just saying "F(*& IT!!!! Okay so I had a can of Light Progresso soup at a whopping 180 calories for lunch yesterday. At the end of the day I didn't even eat enough calories...again. So what is it? I cannot believe that I water retention is the culprit when I sweat enough for 3 people when I work out. I drink plenty of fluids.
I'm starting to get depressed because my 10 lb weight loss goal for February is turning into a zero weight loss for the month of February. SO NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!