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Lots to think about.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I have a lot to work out and think about.
I have spent most of my 57 years dreaming about what i would do "IF ONLY" I was normal weight...so it's going to take me a while to me some real soul searching and trial and error to figure out where I'm going with my life.....
I know this for sure I'll never give up.....
I got some very good information from people and appreciate the e-mails, they all ahve me thinking and moving forward in my journey....I'm learning so much...

I will continue on track, eating healthy and exercising daily...If I do that I will be okay...
and then also try new things, remind myself if I got here no telling where I could go and end up at.....especially with all the help from my dear sparkfriends who have helped me in untold ways.....it makes me proud to know I have helped them too...
I plan on staying with Sparkpeople no matter what....

I did read the OA steps and have to say they don't seem to click with me and my issues....be it denial or something else, but I will continue to push forward and not look back....If I wake up 5 years from now and weight 144 pounds that would be great...

So friends I'll be here blogging and post my feelings my adventures my problems, my joys and dreams....and I'll be here for you too, watching you all reach your goals each day...

HUGS

Kitt
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  • MOV4WARD
    Wonderful :)

    emoticon time 2 find your new "what if, when I get there" so you'll have something to work towards.

    emoticon did you get the new The Spark book? It has a nice chapter on maintenance and some ideas for moving forward. I can only imagine at this point, but i do imagine we will have to adjust our thinking & expectations! I can't wait to do things like shop for clothes without worrying if I'll fit between the racks! Shopping slim must be a whole new identity... just like doing everything slim! You are doing all these things as a slimmer & fitter you! For the 1st time in a long time, eh? Exciting! Scary! Awesome! Enjoy & have fun :)

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    3554 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/19/2010 1:25:58 PM
  • POSITIVELY_EB
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  • BARBARAROSE54
    Keep on blogging Kitt, I enjoy reading them and celebrating your healthy life with you.

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  • HAPPYSOUL91
    I for one am so glad that you blog Kitt. Your struggles are also my struggles and you always give me a lot to think about
    3554 days ago
  • RAINBOWMF
    I love to read your blogs. Everyday I learn some thing new from you and other spark members.

    I have not learned how to keep the weight off.
    Still trying.
    3554 days ago
  • BETHDISCOUNT
    you doing great kitt i know you want to lose more weight and its not happening for you so you need to set other goals for yourself which i know you do. You ride your exercise bike, you walk or run on your treadmull, you play on your wii these are all good goals. See you saturday.
    3554 days ago
  • HUCKBABY
    I am new to Spark people but I read your post and I am beginning to feel what you describe..there is a whole community of people behind me this time and that really does make a difference!
    3554 days ago
  • TRAILWALKERJO54
    Thanks Kitt...
    I know I need to read your blogs they are always uplifting and help me to learn too..

    glad you are taking time for deep thought..

    emoticon Jo
    3555 days ago
  • SOCKITTOME
    You are doing great, Kitt. You're in new territory...be patient with yourself as you find your way around. Start out like you did with Spark in the beginning -- set small goals, and meet them. One step at a time...you are doing great and you're going to be okay!

    3555 days ago
  • LAINIESNEWLIFE
    I love reading your blogs, Kitt. I think you are the most open and honest person I know. I look forward to reading them.

    Thank you for all the support and encouragement you have given me. It means the world to me. I can't wait to hear what you have in store for us tomorrow.

    Hugs,

    Laini
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    3555 days ago
  • THE_JULES1
    emoticon Whatever you decide, I am sure it will be great!
    3555 days ago
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