Saturday, February 20, 2010
Trying to get things packed and leave detailed notes for spouse on how to care for things while I am gone. Good practice for him. Hopefully will give me confidence to leave home for when I get my knee replaced leave my rotts with him. I will be gone from 7 am Sunday morning until maybe Wednesday night.
I am happy I am going to see Anthony. I feel like I am entering the funny farm version of the twilight zone. There house is crazy and I am hoping new medication will get me through without a fibro flare up. In this house there is no quiet time. I am taking my power chair and hoping the rain holds off so I can get some quiet time and some quality time in with my rotts for my sanity I need this !!Anthony will be back in school and I hope this helps him by getting back into a routine.
I have thought of going through a social worker but have no faith in them. They put him in this placement in the first place. I can only prove psychological abuse know he has been hit but not on an abuse level that would hold up in court..He sees someone at a place called community solutions and I have not seen where they have helped. The mother and grandmother have excuses and reasons for everything. He does love them, they are what he has grown used to even though he is unhappy. Social services could make his life a lot worse. I don't know if seeing how things should be or could be make it harder for him ? His grandmother now feels I should see him only at there place he doesn't question his family life as much then. I show him a different way of life and how things are done,I don't have the same problems that they have with him I also try and listen to him and treat him as I would want to be treated .I keep trying to teach him to treat others as you would have them treat you. Not to act out in anger and frustration, this is a hard lesson as an adult to do at times. We all have people or events that trigger us.