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Sunday, February 21, 2010

today i spent the whole day in emergancy,infact two emergency´s as the first hospital sent me by ambulance to the second hospital.for once it was not for one of the kids but for me.i haven´t been feeling to good for ages but because of my family circumstances their needs have come first but i couldn´t ignore it anymore as last night i started bringing up blood.i was still putting off going as it was the bad timing with lotfi still being in hospital but is there ever a right time.by this morning i was soo bad i couldn´t even move with the pain and zakariya had to make his brothers breakfast.that was it i phoned my niece and she came over to look after the kids and my friend claudia took me to the hospital and stayed by me the whole nine and a half hours i was there.they did a deuadiamoestrophysy(spelling wrong)a rectal examination(less said the better)and ultra sound which was hard with my weight or should i say fat.any way the outcome of the test.i have a hiatus as well as lasscerations of the tissues near the kardia(they think that is where the blood is coming from)re the pains i have been having in my stomach on and off(the one my gp says os damage nerves in the fat tissue(i still don´t believe fat tissues have nerves)anyway they think the pain is coming from the scarring of my operations.that there is small holes in it from the stitches that trap the wind in it and when i move in a certain way the winds puffs out(like bellows)causing wind to build up giving a form of cholic.makes more sense to me than nerves in the fat tissue.but still very painful.given me three types of tablet and something for the vomiting.i must also take it easy for at least a week.so no exercise.but to be honest i am not up to it i am not even up to the kids but there have no option.will cancil the kisds therapy appointments this week as wont be able to take them as i can hardly walk.have arrange with friends to take and pick up kids from school and kindergarten so i don´t havbe to carry ayman up and down ourstairs.have to see how it goes when lotfi gets back from the hospital,like i said bad timing.i am also feeling bad cancilling the kids therapy but what can i do.i suppose something had to give eventually.just never thought it would be me.
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  • PAULA3420
    Dear Karen,

    I am sending out prayers for you and lots of healing love your way. Wish I could be there to help you. But, very glad to know you have family and GOOD friends that will help you through this time you NEED REST.

    Too much on your plate and now it is time for you. Please don't worry and let others do for you.

    I'm going to tell Julie and Cindy you need a break from the Challenge for a week or two. Hope that is OK and that it helps take something off your to do list.

    Please take good care of you.

    Much love, Paula
    3579 days ago
    Try as we might, we are not Super Woman, nor does she exist outside the sci-fi/fantasy realm. Take the time you need to feel better. After all, you need to take care of YOU. Because, who else is going to? And you've got to set a good example for your children too!

    I hope you:

    a) get some rest!
    b) allow people to help you
    c) feel better soon!

    3581 days ago
    Any chance of your niece staying with you for awhile until you are back up to par. It makes no sense to have someone sooo sick doing all of this work. There has to be another option. A VNA nurse or homehealth aid or something. How can you do all of this?!? Don't make me hop on a plane and come to Germany to watch those kids! :P Get some help!
    3581 days ago
    I am sorry that you aren't feeling well. I hope that you are doing better! ((((HUGS))))
    3582 days ago
  • MUSIC66
    sorry you are in so much pain what rotten timing hope you feel better soon.
    3583 days ago
  • JUDITH1654
    Am so sorry to hear you are going through this right now. Will be sending healing thoughts and prayers your way. emoticon
    3583 days ago
    Hugs Karen!! We will be thinking of you!
    3583 days ago
  • JEM0622
    Lots of healing thoughts, Karen. So sorry to hear you are having these health troubles! ~Julie
    3583 days ago
  • HIMI16
    Karen - emoticon Please take the time to take care of you!
    3583 days ago
  • DEE797
    Oh Karen, you have so much going on in your life right now. So sorry to hear of your health problems as well. Do take care of yourself. The kids are being taken care of and you need to get stronger and healthy for them as well as yourself.

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    3583 days ago
    Karen, just take care of yourself. If your not well you can't take care of everyone else. Be well!
    3583 days ago
    Karen ~ I am so sorry that you are having to go thru all this!!!! You need to take care of YOU for a change!!!! I know your family needs you, but if you don't take care of you, they won't have you!!!! Can you get some family to help you with the boys???? Maybe the hospital won't send your hubby home as quick if they know you are sick & can't care for him!!!! Wish I could help!!!!
    Hugzz ~ Jae emoticon
    3583 days ago
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