another "fault" detected
Friday, March 05, 2010
Perhaps I have already realized this but if I haven't I do now.....
I know I have mentioned that I don't like goals or rewarding myself because I don't normally get to indulge in my victories.
I realized tonight though, when I know I'm not going to be able to reward myself with small gifts, or that other issues in life will stop others from noticing my accomplishments, or Frankly when I feel alone I will stop trying all together!!! and in fact will make bad food/exercise choices on purpose!!!!
Its as if gaining weight or making bad choices is easier for me to deal with, then not being able to "celebrate" my small victories!!!!