Tested and failed!
Friday, March 05, 2010
Well the past few months have been a whirlwind and I think a test of what I can do. And I failed. Not miserabley but I feel icky and am having a hard time getting back into the swing. Do I start back at the beginning of my stages? I almost feel like I need to get back to basics.
In the past three months we have had all of the holidays, hubby came home for a two week break and shamefully my eating right and exercising went out the door. Hubby left and I went into a huge slump. My dad has been in and out of the hospital with three different surgeries. And then there is the normal daily life that was already hard for me to juggle. Excuses, excuses, I could go on and on.
I am back up to 149 lbs. I refuse to hit 150 again! So I am jumping back in. I have realized that I have a lot to learn about eating right and balance. I am hoping to hit 140 by the end of April (my birthday) but with my lack of motivation right now that may not work.
So I am back!