Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Well the you know what hit the fan last night and I told him no more screaming and violent outburst would be allowed I was going to call 911 if he didn't leave me alone. He started pounding on the stove and slamming and throwing things. He finally backed off . Have to carry my cell with me for health reasons and now to insure my mental well being. Made calls today. Locked my self in my room and have been trying to get legal aid . Made an appointment for Saturday if I can find necessary paper work to see about a bankruptcy. Sent a copy of an email to him to my best friend and oldest son asking for the grocery money or food to be shared. That I have a right to eat. He doesn't need to do the night time cooking I'll take care of myself. I am looking into medical coverage I can afford where he doesn't put any of "his " money towards supporting me. Wary of him but feel positive and good about myself and what I've been doing and want to do. Subsides housing isn't even taking applications in my county and have no clue how or where I can live. Making calls trying to find a home for Bear and may have some one to take Tye his health issues make it hard, he needs someone who is home a lot. This process is going to take a long time and I have to take it one call and one step at a time. Parting with any of the dogs is going to be very painful, will not give up my rotts I wouldn't survive without them.