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BABY STEPS

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Well the you know what hit the fan last night and I told him no more screaming and violent outburst would be allowed I was going to call 911 if he didn't leave me alone. He started pounding on the stove and slamming and throwing things. He finally backed off . Have to carry my cell with me for health reasons and now to insure my mental well being. Made calls today. Locked my self in my room and have been trying to get legal aid . Made an appointment for Saturday if I can find necessary paper work to see about a bankruptcy. Sent a copy of an email to him to my best friend and oldest son asking for the grocery money or food to be shared. That I have a right to eat. He doesn't need to do the night time cooking I'll take care of myself. I am looking into medical coverage I can afford where he doesn't put any of "his " money towards supporting me. Wary of him but feel positive and good about myself and what I've been doing and want to do. Subsides housing isn't even taking applications in my county and have no clue how or where I can live. Making calls trying to find a home for Bear and may have some one to take Tye his health issues make it hard, he needs someone who is home a lot. This process is going to take a long time and I have to take it one call and one step at a time. Parting with any of the dogs is going to be very painful, will not give up my rotts I wouldn't survive without them.
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  • SHERRY666
    You are certainly going through a very stressful time..... I wish there was more a person could do to help you out....... Baby steps and one day at a time is the only way to go... Hang on to yourself and keep taking care of #1 which is YOU... We all have traveled many different roads....... but somewhere we end up meeting in the middle....... and become friends....You have lots here on sparks....... keep posting and letting us know how your managing.... Your not alone... emoticon
    3848 days ago
  • LOULOUBELLE2
    I count these as "Giant Steps" to take back your life. You are taking care of #1 and that's what important. Just remember that as you take these "Baby Steps", as with anything else, they'll lead to a better life without the stress your going through right now.
    Please take care of yourself and keep that cell hone handy.
    You'll find someone to care for Bear and Tye, someone who might even give them back when you get on your feet.
    Best of luck my friend.... emoticon I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers,
    3849 days ago
  • MTNGRL
    You are so strong. I am very proud of you for doing these things. Not ever road we have to walk is smooth but the destination at the end is so worth the struggle. You will be free, safe and healthy when you find a new place to stay. I am praying for you!
    3849 days ago
  • ASHLEYANN411
    I will keep you in my prayers!
    3849 days ago
  • ANSING
    I am sorry you are having to go through all this. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. emoticon
    3849 days ago
  • LINDAINALABAMA
    YES, WHEN THE WORLD IS FALLING APART, DOGS CAN GIVE US SOME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
    3849 days ago
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