Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Saturday it will be 2 months that I have officially been going with Jack. I have seen him every day and am happy that we found each other. The only drawback is having the memories of the last 2 years flooding my brain when i am trying to forget. It's hard because if I go to the VFW and "they" are there how can I just pretend they are not? I tried to walk by him the other night and he slapped my arm to get my attention & say hello. He still comes in to where I work. Anyone have any suggestions for purging him from my memory? If there was an alternative place to dance I would go in a heartbeat but our choices are limited. I am getting more comfortable in the Moose. I am having a ball doing the car shows with Jack. I know it takes time but it is hard to forget when you had feelings for the person. One day at a time...just could use a few encouraging words.