The Big D
Friday, May 07, 2010
I have been diagnosed with diabetes. It has been the hardest thing to have to deal with. I just got used to the fact that I just ate less and not worried what that little bit was. I was not gaining or losing. Now it seems like carbs are always on my mind and I am failing big time. I have joined a celebrate recovery group at church and that has been great. I am working towards figuring out my hangups and getting past them. Is it ever going to end? I am still a lonely housewife who does nothing much and I do mean nothing much. Well I do watch my nefew but that is not enough. I am tired of the pity party, but I hurt. Deeply. Can't talk to my husband because for him it can always be"fixed in a hurry if you want it to" well the want is there but the doing is not. Pray for me please. God is the only one that can help and I need it bad.