Monday, May 10, 2010
Well I spent Saturday with Anthony.Saw him play soccer.He was the goalie .We went to the best donut shop I have ever been in and I have spent a lot of time in the past at, and I passed on getting both a fancy coffee and getting a donut,roll or other yummy for myself. They smelled so good and I was almost drooling but said no. I got Anthony his. We later went to the movies. He sat in my lap the entire movie telling me how much he has missed me. He needed the cuddling as much as I did. I was feeling pretty beaten up and abused.I did end up having some of the popcorn and I am not sure if it was a healthier decision then the donut. I walked with him and practice soccer with him. I over did and have been paying in pain and soreness,but beside my rotts he is my source of love and hugs. I do get the clan together for a mother's day get together on the 22 and I am looking forward to seeing everyone.I used only my brace and was walking without my crutches for short periods of time.
Here is me at the half way point on weight loss and before knee surgery. It has only been a year since I gave up using my power chair full time and I am proud of all that I have accomplished.I always have and always will hate photos of myself. To me I see myself differently then the camera ever has, even as a child.