why am I different
Monday, May 24, 2010
I so very much want to let these feelings out. My emotions are so high. the hurt, anger, frustration. I rarely have time to myself. I don't want to appear selfish, but I need time to myself.
time to let these tears just flow. let my anger be released. but now is not the time.
will there ever be the right time?
Since Feb 19th, my life has turned inside. I have so many emotions that need to come out, but I have not had the proper time.I know how to get them out... by not taking my meds, it allows the bottled up feelings to come out. the slightest thing sets me into tears.
So many things I want to say.
I am NOT high maintenance, I may be high drama ...but that is it.
Paxil keeps the tears away. At this time I have no choice but to continue taking it.