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It's Tuesday

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

It has been a real heavy morning, I can feel my self weighted down with stress and sadness, but I am determined not to give in to it.

At work today it's community day so I'm taking the ladies out to the track and walk at least 1 mile if not more, depends on the wind....I have a group that really loves to do this and best part they think I'm very special, so that means lots of hugs and smiling faces as we walk and talk about there issues, and dreams.....These's special people are so loving and caring no matter what.... I get inspired by how much love they have to offer even though life has not been kind to them, people laugh at them and call them names... They still love and trust everyone
So instead of feeling sorry for myself and my sadness I'm going to let them give me some of that pure love that comes from the soul....they all have so much to give, and they do not want anything in return except a smile and a kind word....I am blessed to have these people in my life....God thank you

off I go to face the world with a smile on my face

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    Wonderful Attitude!

    3427 days ago

    YOu are a wonderful person giving and caring

    Bless you
    have a great day

    emoticon Jo
    3427 days ago
    How lucky your clients are to have you to love them and be their leader. Wishing you strength to find peace.

    3428 days ago
    Good for you!!! You have such great spirit! Enjoy your Wednesday too!
    3428 days ago
    Have fun and enjoy the day. Time to watch the end of biggest loser tonight.

    3428 days ago
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    Great attitude !
    3428 days ago
    Sounds like you have a job with great loving people around.
    enjoy the love from God that's shared through others.
    Be blessed today as you work for Him.

    3428 days ago
    have a great walk you are a great example
    3428 days ago
    I am sending you visual hugs, I like your plan. 1 day at a time; 1 hour at a time

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    3428 days ago
    Wonderful way to face the world, Kitt! Use this time to help redefine what May means to you. Give it time and let the sadness morph into something more neutral and less sad.

    I had to do the same thing with the time from mid-June to mid-July, which is the period between my birthday and my brother's suicide. For the first few years I couldn't celebrate my birthday and I'd become depressed during this month. Last year as I pondered everything, I decided somewhere deep down that it was time to stop letting my brother's mess control my life. I miss him, yes, but he chose his path and I have chosen to keep living and keep going. I cannot let those negative feelings control me. Since making the decision to let go and move on, that one month period is not so hard for me now.

    Like you and your mother, I had unresolved issues with my dad when he died. One thing that helped me was realizing several years previous that I would not find the resolution I wanted with my dad. He seemed to live in an alternate reality and couldn't be honest with himself or anyone else. What I needed from him required an honesty he didn't have. Once I figured that out, my choices were to keep stewing on it or to let it go. I had to let it go so I could move on and not be stuck waiting for something that would never happen. It was a good choice for me.

    These issues with your mother...would you have been able to achieve the kind of resolution you needed? If not, perhaps it's time to let it go, Kitt. If you honestly feel you could have resolved everything, then write a letter to her and get your feelings on paper. It will be a healthy thing for you and perhaps it will help you with achieving at least a bit of resolution. We can miss the people who are no longer with us. It's also okay to move on with life, because we're still here and still living and still working to fulfill whatever our purpose is.


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