Do to it or not to do it?
Friday, July 16, 2010
Day 17 of my journey
I have been pondering something for the last little while. Something my Doctor talked to me about on my last monthly visit.
What are you doing about your weight?
I asked her to give me until September to think about it. seems like Deja vue!
2 years ago to be exact. After trying to loose weight it seems like a lifetime - she suggested that I needed to do something about my weight at 300 lbs she sent me to see a weigth specialist and I was put on a liquid diet for 3 months - I lost 70 pounds was feeling great, amazing, beautiful, light and was on top of the world and then... Life happened... Hubby got sick, very depressed and his son moved out as he was using drugs on a daily basis - I was trying to keep everybody's morale up I did it again forgot all about myself and started thinking and taking care of everyone else but me and then it startedvhappening again - those darn pants started shrinking in the wash! And then next thing I knew they most of been someone else as they were not mine for sure as they were not going up my legs!
So here I am 2 years latervat that same impasse before the saw ultimatum from my Doctors I need to do something, oh and in case you were wondering about the weight - I put if all back!
So know after being on vacation and having no self control I keep wondering what is a girl to so? Liquid diet again or weight loss surgery - that is the question my Doctor has asked me to answer!