New Year, Old Memories

I seem to have spent the last 6 years since my divorce erasing my past. I am not sure why I have tried to erase my past, but I am glad that it had re-established itself in my life.

I ran into my ex brother-in-law at Walmart yesterday afternoon. We talked for a good 20 minutes, it was nice to talk to him, have missed him. He has not changed a bit. All in all between seeing him and reconnecting with my own family it was like bringing the past and the present back together. I know that sounds weird.

I doubt I will keep in contact with him, but it was nice to know that he still is willing to talk to me.

Someone recently told me that I needed to find balance in my life, and I think the universe agreed and is trying to help bring that into focus for me. Now all i need is the relationship balance. I am not looking to get married or anything. I just want a relationship that is healthy, I am not having too much luck there. I keep repearting old patterns. Perhaps this year is the year I finally break free from those old demons.