Hope, Embarrassment and Fear
Thursday, January 04, 2007
You know I call this my hope page because I have a lot of hope for the future and I hope and pray that this time I can overcome my weight issues. Last night I went to an exercise class called Group Power. It is a group weight lifting class done to high energy music. For the most part I did okay, especially for someone with my limitations due to weight and a bad knee, but I could tell that one of the teachers was not too happy about my being there. I was embarrassed, at first when I had to sit out part of the workout due to my knee and back, but I was, also, proud of myself for keeping going and modifying and still lifting even if I had to sit. However, I am determined that this time next year that I will rock in this class! This class caused all three of the emotions of hope, embarrassment and fear. I just want the hope to win out and overcome the two negative emotions. I guess only time will tell.