Starting Over

I got courage to measure myself today - 186!!! I measured myself at noon but still.

From now on I will measure on Tue and Sat and see where it takes me. Somebody's wise words from last year that I should not chase after fast and that dieting time flyes by is finally hitting the spot, unfortunatelly of even bigger me a year later, so...

Still those pics of me that I took yesterday were devastating, they showed fat, saggy faced and body middle aged woman. When did that happen? Whose body is this?

I want my shape back and I want to get rid of lumbago and possible health disasters so please universe, assist me in shedding 2-4 lbs per week.

I want to get to 150 by the summer. Please :)

Love you babe, you will do it,

Bianca