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Oh, man, did I ever blow it....

Saturday, January 01, 2011

Geez, what happened? I was doing so great and then...WHAM! I just couldn't stop eating. I had to have Artichoke dip and chocolates and all kinds of chips... Here I am 12 pounds later. I would like to give myself an excuse. You know...well, my mother in law's been sick...started homeschooling...oldest off to High School....busy, busy, busy, better pick up fast food. However, I truly know this is not the case. It was sheer laziness. It is SOOOO much easier to give in to cravings, rather than look for ways to avert disaster. I know how to do this. I lost 45 pounds about 5 years ago and managed to keep trim for almost 3 years. I let it get away from me. I thought I could "handle" it. I was very mistaken.
Food, for me, is a drug. I use it to feel better and then I don't feel better. Time to grow up a bit.
Thanks for letting me vent!
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  • RAINBOWFALLS
    Just look forward and don't beat yourself up. The best thing we can do when this happens is start taking forward steps again. emoticon
    3758 days ago
  • MNNURSEKATIE
    I know exactly how you feel. I am getting back on track again myself.
    3758 days ago
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