Monday, January 31, 2011
My life always seem to revolve around my weight. Isn't that sad. I lose weight, I gain weight. It is such a vicious cycle.
I am restarting. Hoping to learn better this time. Trying to make it more about life changes, less about weight loss. Last time my journey was about losing weight before dh came home from his deployment. He is back now. Since he has returned I have gained 20 lbs, 20 lbs!!! I do not blame it on him. I blame it on me. The readjusting was hard. It took awhile for us to get back to us. It is still a work in progress. In that span I lost sight of what I was doing and how great I felt just a year ago.
So I am going back to that place. Starting fresh. Hoping to regain that zest and excitement I had last time. Trying to not look at is has a job. I wish I blogged more about my experience last time so I could go back to that. I am going to try to blog more this time about my experience so I have it to look back on.
So here is to a fresh start.
Starting back at 163 lbs.