TJDUNN08

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Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Well i was reading a few peoples blogs off here and wow. I guess there is not better place to be honest then here, with people who get it.
Well I am 32 and been fat for half of my life. I am so tired of it but at the same time I am lazy and comfortable and love food.
I am tired of being judged, having to only go to certain stores to get clothes, not being able to fit on some rides at the stampede and not being able to sky dive or being affraid of heights because I am affraid that the gondola will break or the glass on the calgary tower will break and i will die. yes thats a bit silly but its my fear.
I want to look beautiful and be breath taking for my husband, I want people to be jealous of tom. i want to not hide from mirrors
I want people to like me
I am constantly being talked over and unapretiated and I am tired of people thinking i dont know anything. Part of that is me but I always think that its cause i am fat and why take me seriously. Its even bad when my own friends dont take me serious and constantly second guess me or tell me they know better.
I AM GOING TO STOP IT.
I want to be me!
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  • MAPLELULU
    You are going to kick butt girly! You have what it takes to be a success in your eyes and others.
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    3680 days ago
  • DREENAMT
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    You are in the right place. And a lot of people here have experienced the prejudice you speak of.

    You are in good company and we can do this together.

    emoticon to the Jan 30 - Feb 5 Class Team!!
    3680 days ago
  • TJDUNN08
    Thanks everyone! emoticon
    3680 days ago
  • KZSAMI
    You've made a great start. Yes we all know where you are coming from. We all have the same fears, the same goals. I hope you find all you need here at SP. It is a great site with so many understanding people just waiting to cheer you on. All the best. I look forward to watching your progress. emoticon
    3680 days ago
  • no profile photo CD8295425
    Don't let others tell you how to feel about yourself- only tell yourself how to feel about yourself. :)
    Good luck darling!
    3680 days ago
  • CANDACEMM
    You're in the right place!!! Spark is full of motivation and folks to help provide assistance, motivation and praise for all of your hard work!!! emoticon
    3680 days ago
  • JUSTJUSTY
    emoticon You are singing my tune. Hang in there and never give up!
    3680 days ago
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