Getting on track
Sunday, March 06, 2011
I have been stressed about not working, unemployment and school. I keep telling myself I am important and I will succeed, yet I somehow loose track. I am finally getting everything settled and I need to put myself and my goals first again. I am to a point where I look in the mirror and just want to cry and that needs to stop. At one point, I had lost 90 pounds, but I have since gained back about 40 pounds and that just needs to go! I know I will be busy tomorrow, I am taking photography and have an assignment due tomorrow night, so I need to go into school and develop the 5 rolls of film I shot, make my contact sheets, and then make the enlargements I need, all before class starts at 6pm. I think I can get a few good photos out of 5 rolls! I took lots of pics of little waterfalls, flowers, the beach, surfers, etc... I am sure I will get something out of it. I am gonna post some of the pics I have taken over the past month in my profile and I will post more on Tuesday.
My hubby also got a full time job that he starts tomorrow, which is a relief. Now, I will be able to afford the proper foods to keep in the house to help me succeed with the changes I want to make with my body. One of my classes (Tue and Thur) is weight training and I plan to do interval training at the track before class. I am also trying to set myself up on a schedule for the gym on other days to keep my body moving. I walk almost everywhere and take the sprinter train to school, so I get lots of walking done daily. I am sure I will see results soon.