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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blog #21 - I can almost see Onderland!

So today I weighed in and lost 1.8lbs. I passed the 50lbs lost mark! YAY! SO yes my ticker says I only have about 12lbs left to lose but that is until 199. My plan once I hit 199 is to change it up. I will have to eat more as I will be pushing my 5k training into high gear.

I have been running at lunch and I feel so good. I have figured out the reason I love it so much. While running, all I can think about is running. The next step. Pushing myself to go farther/faster.

I called our company EAP (Employee Assistance Plan) and made an appointment to see a counsellor.

I have discovered I have huge (H-U-G-E) abandonment issues. I have beeen working hard to try to find the love and acceptance I need from inside myself but then my closest girl friend moves away. Then my close friend goes away for 20 days. I was overwhelmed with panic. That is when I decided that I needed to see someone.

So Monday I go. Today I'm going to run at lunch. My body loves it.
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  • no profile photo CD9363053
    A girl's best friend is her therapist! ;) Good for you for seeking out the help you need. Way to go on your awesome progress!!!

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    3672 days ago
  • WENDYRMT1
    Just figuring out your issues is difficult enough...now what to do about it? Running is fantastic!!!

    I am giving myself a couple more weeks before I start (hoping to hit 20 pound loss) to prevent knee pain from compression.

    Hope you enjoyed your run today, all the best!

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    3673 days ago
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