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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blog #21 - I can almost see Onderland!

So today I weighed in and lost 1.8lbs. I passed the 50lbs lost mark! YAY! SO yes my ticker says I only have about 12lbs left to lose but that is until 199. My plan once I hit 199 is to change it up. I will have to eat more as I will be pushing my 5k training into high gear.

I have been running at lunch and I feel so good. I have figured out the reason I love it so much. While running, all I can think about is running. The next step. Pushing myself to go farther/faster.

I called our company EAP (Employee Assistance Plan) and made an appointment to see a counsellor.

I have discovered I have huge (H-U-G-E) abandonment issues. I have beeen working hard to try to find the love and acceptance I need from inside myself but then my closest girl friend moves away. Then my close friend goes away for 20 days. I was overwhelmed with panic. That is when I decided that I needed to see someone.

So Monday I go. Today I'm going to run at lunch. My body loves it.
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    A girl's best friend is her therapist! ;) Good for you for seeking out the help you need. Way to go on your awesome progress!!!

    3672 days ago
    Just figuring out your issues is difficult what to do about it? Running is fantastic!!!

    I am giving myself a couple more weeks before I start (hoping to hit 20 pound loss) to prevent knee pain from compression.

    Hope you enjoyed your run today, all the best!

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    3673 days ago
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