BIG Changes in my LIFE that I didn't ask for

Last Wednesday I went to work. I was handed a bonus cheque for my great contributions in the last half of the fiscal year and then a severance package....WTF???
I stayed home for the rest of the week.
Cried on Wednesday
Was sad and depressed on Thursday. In which I marvelled in alcohol making my sadness fun!
Friday, I felt some anger.....anger is easier.
Saturday I hung out with a great friend
Sunday....I worked out, felt OK and then got drunk.....
Monday I went back to work as I still have to work for a month.....its going to be a weird month.
My team is wrecked.....their lives are thrown into the wringer.....at least I get to move on.....they are stuck for now....
Lots of questions, lots of emotions but I know that I will come out better

Its crazy.....kind of screwed up my workout schedule, but small blip on the map....moving forward to continue be healthy in mind body and soul.

I hate looking for work though!!!!