Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Blog #22 - has disappeared.
So I have 'let go' of 19.5% of my body weight. 51lbs. I have a new profile pic. I am very happy.
So as many of you may have read my post a week or so ago, I've been having some issues. I have had my first appointment with my new counselor. I like him a lot. He really seems to get it and we have a definite plan on where I am going. I can look at my new profile pic and see that its me. See that is how I look, and even be happy about that :)
I have mostly stopped weighing things. Well today was the first time in 5 days. I eat greek yogurt and I had more (on purpose) than I usually do and since it is full of calories/fat/protein I wanted to make sure I was accurate.
This is a control issue. At key periods in my life I have had control taken away. When I find something I can control, I control it.
I am on the countdown till my bday! 15 days *(14 shopping days) * the first time in 30 years (I will be 31) where I have been excited about a day all about me :)
So things are picking up. I'm starting to feel a lot better about where I am. I'm working on a design for a new tattoo. I want one on the nape of my neck and one on my hip. I'm thinking about the word Balance. I have this bracelet I wear every day. It has the 6 words that I want to have in my life.