Illness, Tests and an Upheaval !! ****
Well I am still sick. The leaking has started back up. I did have a lab technician come this morning and took my blood. Hopefully the results will give the doctor a better clue as to what is going on. I was feeling like I was getting better yesterday. My appetite was back and all. Today I had to force myself to eat. Very tired and my mental state is foggy.
My DH had his stress test yesterday. His appointment was 12:30 pm he got done around 4pm. He didn't get the results yet and he is trying to get them expedited to the doctor so he can take it in to the work doctor. I am trying hard not to think of what we will do if he doesn't get back to work soon. It would mean another month before I get any money.
I had a situation yesterday with Linda (my nurse). To give you a little details. Linda will get a few calls when she is here. It normally never bothered me she was on and off. She has a son who is a drug addict and living on the streets. The phone is important in case he calls. There is never a shift (which is 3 1/2 to 4 hours) where she doesn't get or make a call.
Now Linda has worked here for about a year and a half. I have had issues with her before about doing certain things such as doing my meals and she will not clean. Which is what is part of my carpal. However due to where I live it is hard to replace her. I had requested someone to take over a few of her hours when she was working for the other agency. They never found anyone for me.
I know she is a stressor for me and my husband. She complains about things my husband does. I think she expects me to tell my husband. There is a box in front of my dresser and she has to move it to get into it. There is a box in the kitchen so she can't get into the cabinet. The dresser is all messed up and not how she likes it....etc.....The other day she straightened the dresser and make such a big deal about how she did it.
Over the last few months she will get on the phone and chit chat with either a friend or the owner of the other job she works for calls from 10 to 30 minutes. This really upsets my husband because if she had any other job she would get be using the phone as she is.
So yesterday she is on the phone and I needed help. So I had to ask my husband. She gets off the phone and says "I would have done that". Then 3 mins later she is back on the phone. I needed help getting up and had to ask my husband again. She says while on the phone "I would have done that" I replied "how if your on the phone".
She explains how a friend was upset over her pet that is sick. I told her that is ok but there have been other times where she is on the phone for long periods. She gets all in a huff and said "Your being mean to me, my friends dog is sick". I told her I understand and that is fine for emergencies but other times I feel like she is taking advantage of it. She gets up logs out and leaves.
Now normally I would feel guilt and be upset over it. Now I haven't been feeling good and I know a little down. But I didn't feel like I did anything wrong. Maybe I should feel guilty?
**The Fox and The Rooster*
Once there was a fox sneaked into a farm and grabbed a prize rooster.
The farmer saw him and raised the alarm to his dogs, and they started chasing the thief.
The fox, though he was holding the rooster in his mouth, was running very fast."Get him! Get him!" shouted the farmer to his dogs. "No!" suddenly screamed the rooster. "Don't come near me!"
"My master was very cruel to me," explained the rooster to the fox. "Tell him to stay away from me."
The fox was delighted. "He wants you to stay away from him!" he shouted at the farmer, in the process releasing his hold on the rooster.
The rooster flew up into a tree and stayed there till he was rescued by his master. Think twice before you open your mouth to speak.