Times are a changing
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Yesterday I got outside my comfort zone...we went to visit friends who are sort of family, a step mother of my BIL....I have meet her before and she has been to our home several times but never at her home....I get anxious when I have to go to new places...will I fit in the chairs, will there be steps all those old issues I use to have......I don't have those issues any more ,but still have the feelings in the back of my mind .... yesterday was not so as bad....so time must be taking care of this, as my brain seems to be getting more acceptable of my body and my flaws....I'm starting to be more comfortable with me...
I will be under a huge amount of pressure in the next few weeks....Gary will be gone for 5 days, it's not till the ned of the month but I'm already getting nervous about it......then my sister and BIL are coming for about 5-7 days....I want everything to be perfect...my daily routine won't be the same...I am going to have to be on top of this....and I'm already starting to plan how I'll handle the different foods in the house and going out eating way more...
so I have always said planning is the way to go so we shall see if I can plan for any situation
I am very hopeful things will be good, not perfect but good.
lets all have a healthy week