Friday, April 22, 2011
I have been trying for years to lose weight. I have to admit that there were some years that I gave up and just decided that I was happy fat. I never really was, just tired of worrying about it. I just never was in the right mind set, never had the energy, too many things going on in my life. I look back now and realize that although I put my weight issues in the back of my mind they were always still there. Popping up at all the wrong times. Family or friends wedding, nope, dress just doesn't fit right or can't find one that fits at all! Going swimming, nope, don't want anyone to see me in a bathing suit! There it was peeking out at me. Yes, you do have a weight problem. Just don't think about it. How could I not think about it? So now here I am again. This time I'm gonna make it. No more weight monster peeking out at me. No more excuses. This is my time and this is my life!